But possible. Slightly. See, this is what I get for spending time with Joe's friends. I put on such a show that I became known as a whore. Which is very possible. lol.
I became an attention whore because I wasn't getting enough attention from Joe. So I would put on a scene in front of his friends, such as the wet tee shirt contest. Then everyone thinks I'm a whore. Well, now I'm in trouble with that part.
One of Joe's friends, someone he considered a brother, is now trying to get with me. The biggest problem is that... he's MARRIED! and has three boys, the oldest one being six! And the really bad part, he's so cute it's hard to resist. But i have, promise!
Well, not only do I have that problem, there's the big problem that's going around wayne. Supposedly, I'm pregnant with Joe's kid. Which isn't true (i hope!), and I know exactly who started it!
Then there is the problem of me and Joe never get back together. It's not gonna happen, trust me! I came to the realization last night what it was about Joe that I missed. I miss the physical attention. I never got the mental attention I wanted, which is what really put strain on our relationship. I want both! And that's not too much to ask for. then I have the problem of not having respect for myself. So I let joe say such mean things, and then when he tried to schmooze it over with, but babe I love you!... well, i was a sucker for that. Now I know better.
Moral of the story:
No man is worth your tears, and if you find one that is... he won't make you cry.
And, the other point is... If a man can't respect you for who you truly are, then he does not deserve you! All things that I learned from Joe.
And if I ever do end up with him again, please shoot me!
Monday, July 20, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Men are total jack asses!
So, Joe and I are never getting back together. ever. I saw him on the third holding hands with nicole, the man he cheated on me with. You know what tho, i'm glad for him. If thats what he wants for a companion, then... congratualtions! But why did you hve to hurt me in the process. isn't it ad enough I lost most if not all of my friends.
Ashley and I aren't talking anymore. She got mad at me because I wanted to spend time with my friends and I basically left her in the car while talking to her ex boyfriend... for an hour! But I had had enough. She wanted to spend every night out with the guys, or just us riding around, and I had no gas basically, so she would fill my car. Good deal, except my mom thought I was drinking too much, hanging out with guy too much, and acting like a whore. She thinks Ashley is like that. And I guess hinestly, you would just have to meet her to make your own opinion. I see it now, but she puts up a good front. I don't know. I'm just really confused and alone right now.
Ashley and I aren't talking anymore. She got mad at me because I wanted to spend time with my friends and I basically left her in the car while talking to her ex boyfriend... for an hour! But I had had enough. She wanted to spend every night out with the guys, or just us riding around, and I had no gas basically, so she would fill my car. Good deal, except my mom thought I was drinking too much, hanging out with guy too much, and acting like a whore. She thinks Ashley is like that. And I guess hinestly, you would just have to meet her to make your own opinion. I see it now, but she puts up a good front. I don't know. I'm just really confused and alone right now.
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