Since last time...

Many things have happened since the last time I have been on here.

September 5th
I went down to Watkins Glen. I went down with My mom, dad, Jill, and Vivi. When we got down there, I went down to the Mr. Chicken restraunt where my friend gina works. Went and got fries and a piece of chocolate peanut butter pie. Vivi went with me, which was a suttle reminder: Do you really think your ready to handle a kid by yourself?
After that, we went back up to where we were gonna sit, and watch the race. Joe called me, and I met up with him shortly after he called. We watched the rest of the race together. After the race was done, we went wondering around. It was definently a nice night to walk the streets of watkins. I ran into my cuz amanda and her fiancce Clair (yes, it's a boy!). We talked to them for a while, introduced them to Joe, then after a bit they had to get going. Joe and I headed back down towards my parents and got my dad some food. After that, we walked past Mr. Chicken, down a side street and back up towards town on the back street. We walked and takled about everything. It was nice. We got up to where they're were bars and restraunts. We spent most of the night listening to music and holding each other.
The interesting part about that one was... what was said about a certain topic. I told him off handedly that my mom and I had talked about marriage. I had been called Mrs. Baker (joe's last name) and I kinda tweaked out a little bit. My mom asked "what would be wrong with being married to Joe?" and I really didn't answer her at the time. Here's what I told joe would be wrong about it.
" I don't like being called Mrs. Baker because I don't know if it would ever be true or not and what's the point in getting my hopes up for something that may never come true?"
Joe's response:
"It'll happen. I just don't know when right now. Because I won't be around all the time. I'm gonna be gone, and then you might be leaving for Border Patrol. I don't know when it'll happen, but..."
Now, What does that sound like to you? Kinda sounds like a proposel to me... or a pre-proposal??? Not sure.

September 6th.
Went and got another tattoo. Joe took me up to get it done. It hurt really bad this time. like the worst part was on my actual shoulder blades. But, it's done, and I'm happy that it's one. i might have more done to it eventually, but for now i'm happy.
I went to see Gina at her house too. Took french fries to her. Then her dad showed up. He likes Joe a lot and thinks Joe and Gina should get together. Well, he stopped thinking that when he saw Joe and I holding each other. We hung out around the shop for a while then came back to my house so I could get dressed up. We were going out to dinner with friends from college. But not just any friends... Beth and Max! Which made my day happy. Beth and I hadn't really lost too much contact during the summer, not like me and everyone else from the group. Beth had invited Joe and I up for pizza, which is more then anyone else from that god forsaken school has done. So... went and had dinner. Good dinner too!
I also saw matt that night. I forgot how much I missed him! He came into Beth's room and kinda ignored me for a few minutes. Then Beth said something to him, and looked up and says "KAT!!!"... Response "MATT!!!" so.... we had a happy "i missed you!" hug. then I showed him my tattoo. And the most unimaginable thing happened. He smacked my back! Right on the tattoo! He had a good laugh about it. His brother's had done it to him when he got a tat there, so... he had to spread the love. Joe had gotten really upset about that too. Just because he knew that Matt and I had dated, Joe was a little touchy about the whole hug. But now that matt had hit me, he was on the verge of busting a skull.
Joe and I left after a little bit. We went back to his house, and went upstairs. We had a small talk about trust. He doesn't really trust me to be here by myself when he leaves for work. He's afraid that I'll run around on him and cheat on him with David Howell or this pipeliner Kasey. And i really don't trust this Nicole girl that he has been screwing around with. Well, that night... we both put our troubles to rest. I still don't trust Nicole, but I believe Joe. and He doesn't trust those boys, but believes me when I say I won't run around on him.

Anyone think this is weird???